I’m not broken, I don’t need fixing, I got a pass to be me, and you do too!

Have you ever felt like something inside of you is just intrinsically wrong, broken, and that if you could just fix it, it would be ok? That you would be ok? And maybe sometimes it is, and you do. But then something happens and you feel it all over again, the emptiness, the despair, and not to mention the loneliness even in a sea of people feeling that can literally take your breath away.

Or is that just me?

I tried to lose weight and find my place for 24 long years. And then I nearly died and gave up dieting and going to the gym, and something magik happened, I started losing the weight. Click here for for the first part of that story.

Turns out it wasn’t about the gym or even the food, it was something much closer to home. Tune in for more.

Of course, it’s a lifelong journey, but at least now I feel I am on the right course. I sit here typing to you, in my 50th year on the planet, and I am content with the person I am, yes I cam (always and forever) improve, but I am essentially happy with the path I walk, and that to me is THE most beautiful feeling. And of course it comes and go, but once glimpsed this feeling will have you searching for more. At least that has been my experience, how about you?

If you’ve ever felt anything like this know that you are not broken, you don’t need fixing, you are beautiful and amazing just the way you are.

Always in love
Sat nam